Topics: Alignment, Inner Work, Healing, Breaking Cycles, Shadow Self and Work, The Ego, Death of The Ego, The Collective Healing, Blessings in Disguise.
My decision to embark into healing put me on a spiritual path. It was very unexpected. I didn’t realise it would take me in this direction, down a rabbit hole. For me, I love history and conspiracy theories. It began with watching documentaries about the mainstream history which then lead me to learn about the ancient civilisation and just down the rabbit hole of the other side of history. A side that it is not taught within the education system.
I started with the fascination about the importance of cats within the ancient Egyptian, which then took me to the Pyramid of Giza to the malefic statues in Easter Island, then to Peru and then to the temples in Jordan. Those sights and tourist attractions caught my eyes and especially the Pyramid of Giza. When I dug deep and researched into the Pyramid I came across mind-blowing facts about it. The position and the structure of the Pyramid was something out of this world. The precision of the cut stones and the alignment it had with the stars and the sky. The exact measurement of true north and knowledge that the ancients had that the education system did not teach us.
Alignment is important within the ascension journey. We are not aligned at first as the condition we live in. The ways our society has been structured is on purpose, the generations on Earth now have been conditioned in a way that we have to unlearn and reconstruct our own belief systems. Which will align us to our true purpose and with the stars just like the Pyramid of Giza. Maybe we are not supposed to know how that amazing monument was built, what matters is what it symbolises which is the perfect alignment and relation it has with the Universal law. - Believes it or not numbers are one way of how the Universe communicates with us. Not the way math has been taught within our educational system. But the basic math from 0-9, it is called Numerology. Each number has a different meaning that coincides and gives us guidance on what we should focus on in re-aligning with our authentic self. A certain combination of number and the way we perceive it can give us a boost of encouragement that is from our spiritual team.
With alignment comes with doing the inner work, and what that means is going within. - Letting go of old belief systems that are tethered from the past which disturbs and stops us living our authentic self. Re-constructing our mindset and blueprints from our past conditioning is very important. When looking within, we begin to see some of those blueprints and programming that we have adopted throughout our life. Those same blueprints and programming we have been unconsciously following. In certain stages of our life, those same blueprints and programming have helped us, either to survive and get by or get some level of acceptance and validation. Those blueprints and programming are not something to shame or judge... During the process of going within, we have to let go of shame and judgement. We can not shame and judge ourself for our past behaviours as those same behaviours has lessons embedded within them. In those lessons, we can gain growth and a level of awareness we might not have had access to if we didn’t experience certain things or partake in a behaviour.
Healing our past traumas and wounds that might still be bleeding out on to others and ourself, is important during our ascension journey. With healing our wounds and hurts we are breaking intergenerational traumas that have been past down through parental teaching. The way our parents were brought up which then altered and conditioned them in the ways of how we have been brought up. It is a cycle that our bloodline has gone through. A cycle that not many will be aware of or they are on. When we realise that we are on a cycle (example) of seeking out validation and acceptance from others; a sign of codependency. We begin to see our condition patterning and programs we have adapted from our upbringing. We also see how our parents’ upbringing influenced their way of parenting, giving us no room to blame and hate on the way we have been brought up. When we see that their way of teaching has influenced a level of independence and growth for us, we remove resentment. That our parents also broke certain cycles that build a foundation for us breaking more cycles. It is about not forgetting that our parents also have put in work to shine a certain way. It might not be a way that resonates within us, although it is their way. Holding that compassion not just for us but for them also for breaking cycles, that helped and guided us to break more on our own.
When we break these cycles of (example) co-dependency not only are we setting a new level of standards for ourself, we are also creating a new foundation for the future bloodline. That will benefit future generations, where they will no longer seek out validation and acceptance outside of themselves. Having that in mind when we breaking cycles is important, we are not the only ones who will benefit from cycle being broken. We are the catalyst for something so much bigger than us.
Breaking cycles is a very heavy process as we are not only breaking a patterning that our recent generation has endured but a cycle that has been repeated throughout many generations of the bloodline. Having to break years of patterning can be daunting as those around us who still follow the same old patterning can see this as a ‘threat’ or a ‘dysfunction’. Not on their wellbeing but for their Ego. Our Ego is the part of our psyche that the Monks also calls as ‘the monkey brain’. Our Ego is constructed and developed throughout our upbring and conditioning. We all know our society is built from a patriarchy viewpoint. Where there is a hierarchy that ranks us from ‘highest’ to ‘lowest’. Oppressing certain groups because it created a way of dividing us. As if we are not connected, casting an illusion of separation.
Our Ego also creates narratives that influence our wellbeing and how we move in the world. When we have unhealed parts of ourself our Ego can disguise itself as ‘our self’. Meaning we begin to believe that we are only our Ego. That ‘thinking’ in our mind is us and the narrative that we tell ourself every day is who we really are. Those same narratives that we might not even realise we have been following. Those narratives of (example) being not worthy of success or being loved so we end up settling. Those narratives we have been telling ourself for years that it has become our programming and blueprints, that influences how we move in the world. Those same narratives our Ego feeds on. Our Ego isn’t separated from us, as our Ego is part of us. It’s just how it’s been conditioned and programmed. During our ascension journey, we come to a point called ‘the death of the Ego’. This part is very important and needed. It is metaphorically speaking and symbolises the reconstructing and rebuilding our foundations; that isn’t set on putting ourself higher than others and letting go of the structure of competing with one another. We begin to see that life isn’t a competition. That our mindset and ‘personality’ are very flexible and continuously changes. Accepting these concepts makes the ‘death’ process much less of a fight and not as hard to detach from. - That advice that many of us get told when we get caught in a rip current which is, not fighting it and staying calm. As fighting, it will cause more energy and will likely leave us no energy to swim horizontally away from the current. -
The death of our Ego is part of the ascension journey. I was told that animals fear us because of our Ego. They can sense the level of Ego some might have. When we detach from our Ego and become one with the EcoSystem, we will notice that animals tend to come closer to us. We can energetically and telepathically connect with them, similar to our pets. Where we know when they are hungry or need to go out in the yard to go toilet; it is that inner knowing.
Spirituality has become a mainstream trend. There is nothing wrong with wanting to be attuned with our spirituality. Although there is a bypass of the shadow aspect. Where many only promote and believe in love and light. Which is true, we do have those aspects within us. Although we also have a shadow aspect. When we deny a part of ourself we begin to accumulate those denial parts as toxic behaviours. Either by being passive-aggressive, being triggered when others do voice about the shadow aspect or see those repressed parts of ourself being reflected onto us. The most important part of ascension is the shadow work. All the repressed parts of ourself that we’ve hidden, ignored and denied. Doing our shadow work comes with the inner work. We begin to see our own toxic behaviours and begin to move forward into changing them. Change comes with ascension. We realize that without change and discomfort there is no growth and evolving. One of those changes is seeing our shadow self. Not only seeing but accepting those parts of ourself. - I have written many pieces about shadow work and healing. I believe in this work. I do believe that this type of work is essential in our ascension journey. - It is also a way to dismantle our Ego. Not everyone is the problem, something it is us. With our free will we decide for ourself to seek the change to end the problem and if not we continue to live in a life full of illusion and denial.
The term ‘woke’ is a surface level label of awakening. We might be aware of all the illusions and mind-controlling games big corporations, mainstream media or ‘the big players’ are doing. Although the real question is are WE aware of our OWN illusions and control mentality that we have adapted from our conditioning. Those illusions and mind games have affected us and our psyche in some way or form. Part of ascension and awakening is being able to unlearn and remove ourself from those programming. To create our own programming that aligns with our true authentic self, the morals and values we follow.
Many might denial this part of themselves, although each and one of us have and are living some sort of illusion. - The illusions of ‘self-love’ where we preach loving other women and ourself when in reality we can be vindictive once our expectations are not met. Not accepting our shadow aspect is living under the illusions that we only have light and love with us. When we are the dark and light, just like Yin and Yang. We have feminine and masculine energy, inner shadow and inner angel. Where we have the inner child and the Ego. We have the polarity with these experiences. Having to let go of the idea that we can not embrace more than one of our aspects of self is an illusion. We are multidimensional beings that can feel so many things at once. It is about being open to that idea as well. Not punishing ourself for feeling and being a million things at once.
We live in a world where we are conditioned to compete and let go of parts of our authentic self. Where the real gain or sacrifice isn’t a gold medal or a huge lump of cash but the price we receive is an abandonment of our soul.
Ways of selling our soul are very simple and don’t have to be so ritualistic. It could be simply as agreed to do something that does not align with the morals, values and beliefs. That is one way of selling our soul. - This term ‘selling our soul’ comes in a range of the spectrum. The definition is simply when we do not stay aligned with our authentic self. Where we accumulate abundance by casting illusions within us or others. Where we believe that if we go into a certain revenue of work we gain a higher level of abundance because it’s ‘in the down-low’. Or working for an organization or corporation that contradicts our authentic self and values, where we are not passionate about the work we do and leaving us drained each day after it. Being around groups of people who oppress and diminish our light because they are unaware of theirs. We then dim our light down for their comfort leaving us not to experience our own magic. Those environments are soul-crushing and chip away parts of our soul.
We can retrieve back our soul fragments when we do our inner work. Accepting and embracing ALL parts of ourself; the ego, inner child, the feminine and masculine energy, the inner shadow and our inner angel.
We can not be in alignment when we do not do the inner work. It’s us casting an illusion within ourself that we are in alignment. When in reality we aren’t. One way to know if we are in alignment is how easily we deal with issues and uncontrollable circumstances. How light we feel with all the chaos going on. Because with everything going on we know there is a purpose, a blessing in disguise. It’s just ‘***the tower moment’ that has happened within us playing out on a global scale. Many people all over the world have been doing the inner work and embracing their authentic self. - Everything that is being revealed and all the illusions that have been playing out must happen and have its own tower moments. Each and one of them must come down, so we as a collective can rebuild and create from a more authentic and transparent place that will reflect all the inner work we have done within.
The inner work we do isn’t just for us nor does it only benefit us and our bloodline. It benefits the WHOLE COLLECTIVE. When we first awaken we realise we are all one and we are all connected in some form or shape. That the people we meet have and are our reflection in some way. They reflect either the inner child, our feminine and masculine energy, our inner shadow, our inner angel, our ego or the unhealed parts ourself. We get to see all parts of ourself play out in front of us and that is the same with others around us.
We also have multiple awakenings as there is never a time where we do not learn new information either about our external environment or about ourself. That is what life is really about is constant learning of oneself. When we see the beauty in others it’s a reflection of our own inner beauty that we might not be aware of, just yet. Some with the ‘toxicity’ we see on others, those parts we have within us. That is why we notice them. With our free will it is up to us to acknowledge BOTH parts and heal, accept, embrace, love etc. We were given free will for a reason. We have a choice to either face our WHOLE self or walk away from ourself.
WE CHOOSE HOW WE PERCEIVE AND CREATE OUR REALITY WITH THE FREE WILL THAT IS GIVEN TO US; IT IS THERE FOR A REASON.
*** The Tower is one of the major arcana in Tarot Deck which present a tower built in rocky foundations. Which ends up falling apart. This can be perceived in different ways. - Either way, it gives an opportunity to re-build a more solid foundation that will stand for a very long time.
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